Hysterical Truth or Conversion Truth Disorder

"Hysterical Truth or Conversion Truth Disorder, also called an ethical symptom disorder, is a condition in which you show violence in physical way but cover it up in simulacra and improbable set of events. The condition was so named to describe the unjust problems in a country that start as a real, stressful incident of some kind and converts to a complete, fictitious problem".

After [almost] a year ago, a six month investigation from the CIDH rendered the historical lie stated by the Mexican state for Ayotzinapa. Finally, some important facts were proved wrong by specialists, take for example the supposedly cremation of 43 bodies at the Cocula 7 meter in depth dump site. According to new expertise (and ordinary common sense), the site proves only one thing: The Ayotzinapa students were NOT incinerated there (maybe somewhere else like Chilapa, perhaps?).

Information published on Dec, 2014

The two bus drivers that were aprehended by the police were first slugged, then released that night but one was taken to Iguala. A tall, athletic, state policeman opened the black door of a white house, when asked what to do with the driver, he answered: "You know what to do" and as they were about to leave, he said "Free him". This, they conclude, can only mean the operation was being coordinated by one person making orders.

The Ayotzinapa Students Bus Route [Milenio.com]

There were multiple calls made to the C4 (a state police, army and federal police channel) reporting events by people before and during the attacks to the students but from periods throughout these attacks (e.g: 23.30-24.30) silence reigned on this channel, which seemed an odd behaviour until one report from an officer stated the SEDENA (army) was restricting the information in this channel.

In total there were 180 victims, more than 40 hurt, 43 students disappeared, 700 families that have been impacted by the harassment and the fear during and after the attacks to their family members. There were and indiscriminate number and in crescendo aggression on 9 different scenes with multiple and brutal attacks for 3 to 5 hours.

Normalista cell phone

This information is the summary exposed by the video. I'm still reading the whole document, 560 pages. I heard an interview given by the president of this nation that has been no longer mine for a while now. It felt cardboardy, as if he couldn't get his soul out of a strict jacket of millenary false speeches from a Latin American balcony. Not that he was trying to.

#InformeAyotzinapa

I ask myself two questions. The first is not necessarily the exact reason why the students and the 180 victims were hurt. This is obvious and I hope will be addressed at some point, it's the fact that violent acts can be orchestrated and perpetrated simultaneously, massively with such dismissal for human life. Where has the essence of Mexicaneity has evaporated to? Are we so-called humans displaying human behaviour to our fellow kind?

Two. Why do we need external help? Why can't our voice, the voice of the indigenous people, of reporters, of everyone in this country is worth less than the one abroad? This is not about dismissing help, we do need it. It's more about a deeper reflection of a country and it's political channels of exerting the rights we demand from our future government.